#corey has a decent day
It was sunny and in the 40s today. I woke up and didn’t feel like offing myself. Maybe it had something to do with the weather, or the fact that I went out the night before with friends for the first time in over a month. I had the day off, and for once didn’t spend it sleeping. I felt the need to be productive. I let my room turn into a disaster over the past few months, but I got around to cleaning it today, as well as my car. I went to the bank to deposit money, and to Walmart. For the first time in a long time I was happy to be outside. I started a new book, and began to rearrange my room. I’ve done more today than I have in the past month, or at least it feels like it. I want to feel like this all the time, but these moods never last. All I can do is be happy that I got a break from how I normally feel.
"Everyone’s just looking for reasons to wake up and get out of bed, some do it for nothing but a kiss, perhaps a cup of coffee, but others have a harder time; no train to catch, no hand to hold, no reasons at all."
I keep having vivid dreams of doing the dirty with one of my co workers. Maybe it’s a sign we’re gonna bang.